that's what he said

“We live in a society of victimization, where people are much more comfortable being victimized than actually standing up for themselves.”

-Marilyn Manson-

-P.U.T.R.I-

less words more pictures

Benjamin Franklin once said “lost time is never found again".i just nodded my head when i saw the quote, so true?isn't it??and i just wonder how fast time flies, it feels like yesterday i watched muse concert, not on february 2007 instead!!the last new year's eve i just spent with all my big family, eating french fries, duren and cocacola (i called it kuliner tabrak lari) while my niece and cousin cheering with their fireworks,,why time flies so quickly when you surrounded with happiness and laughter??rasanya pengen balik ke dua minggu kemarin. gw yakin banyak setuju..ayo kita ajukan request ke yang punya waktu!!lho kok??

actually there's a lot of things i need to share with you, but as Andy Warhol said “Isn't life a series of images that change as they repeat themselves?”,,and speaking about images, i want to put some of them to complete this post. so i hope you enjoy.

they say 2009 it's gonna be like..



plan crash accident!hate to say this, but looking back to our track record,,it's possible that this horrible accident would happen in the future. hmpf. wake up Indonesia!!

economic circumstances getting worse day by day!!


natural disaster!!

jobless everywhere!!


those terrible things maybe effect you one way or another. and perhaps,,will make you look like this..when you've got so much trouble, the weight of the world hanging right on your shoulder, don't you just,,wanna,,,,scream??(which well-expressed by this women)or lying on the floor,,mentally and physically exhausted, cover your face with your arm and then fall asleep,,escape from reality for a while like this girl..


or just like andrea hirata once said,,"isolated by choice",then make your mind suddenly shut for seconds, feeling absolutely tired!!like this guy..


i just finished reading one of farida susanty's novel, and there is one sentence that intrigued me, she says that "someone in mad is someone who shows her personality in the most honest way". so true isn't it?every person has different way to express their anger, sometimes screaming is the best medicine, but not for this women, she prefer silence instead.then my friend told me once that "from failure you learn. from success??not so much..."and then i simply just smile when he finished the sentence.

but life is like a Tv show, and we are the actors, we play our part which already well-written by the writer, we follow direction by the director, then we act, we laugh, we cry, we angry, all of these already there in the script, so rather than worrying about your life, sometimes you should sit back, relax and enjoy the show and see where ever it takes you.


because deep down inside,,you always know that you still got people like them..the one who can put the smile on your face at the end of a long-tiring day..



and them, the best stress killer ever..


and of course,,,god,,,the most gracious and the most merciful.



they are the one who can change..

this...
into this



or this furious expression..


to this irresistible smile like his



because you know exactly that..


and here comes my wish list in 2009..

i hope,,i still can feel whatever she's feeling,,




or be able to relaxing my mind and refreshing my soul,and feel peace for a while like this guy..


or [again] escape reality, and having a real damn good sleep like this young girl.



or dancing in the moonlight, watching time pass us by , forgetting all the problem with the one so called significant other.


they said,,life is about choices..




so you better make a damn good one..just like Dr. Seuss said “Today is your day! Your mountain is waiting. So... get on your way.”


the point is,,,



u only live once, don't let others control your life. and i found an interesting quoted by tom boddett, he said “The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.”

happy new year 2009. hope this year bring the best luck for all of you guys.

amin!!

so,,i guess i'll leave you with one of my favorite japanese proverb..

"vision without action is a day dream, action without vision is a nightmare"

it's your life. u decide. u choose. u act!


catch ya later.

-P.U.T.R.I-

it's arrived!!!

thought today it's gonna be a boring day, but look what i found lying on my table right before i walked out the door, i took a glance and there you are.Divortiare 2nd edition with extended pages too.

inscribed and signed by the author herself, ika natassa. she's giving 5 copies of the Divortiare 2nd edition for free, but just for those who already make a review about the book, and she read my review. and right before 2008 over, one of other winner, Quinie, told me that i won it too,,frankly i was kinda surprise when i saw my name mention as one of lucky 5.hehe.sooo,,,ya,,here i am,,holding divortiare 2nd edition.hehehe.

since i already have Divortiare novel before ika natassa generously gave me one,so right now i have 2 divortiare books on my bookshelf that's why i've been thinking to give away one of them for free. so you can enjoy the book as much as i am. interested, anyone??



-P.U.T.R.I-

the best thing the world can offer

Thank you for being so kind and supportive when I need you the most. and when I fucked up my own life, u were there telling me that it’s not completely my fault but it’s a million dollar lesson that I need to be learned.

Thank you for the house, car, dress, cellphone, notebook, ipod and all the things that money can buy. But above everything, you still concerned about the things money can't buy.

Thank you for paying my tuition fees without demanding a perfect score. smartness is not something can be measured with numbers,u said.and i definitely agree with that.

Thank you for the patience of having one uncontrollable rebellious sloth in the family.

Thank you for the support only you guys could deliver: smash me to pieces, pick me up one by one, put me back together and let me fly (thx to rizki agung for the right words).

I may have let you down a few times,,,But you always forgive me my crimes...

and when i said "just don't go anywhere before i can make you happy ya pah" .you looked me in the eye, and u were saying "without trying too hard. u already make me happy kok ".

for all the things u did to me, how can I not love you, dad?

-P.U.T.R.I-

ps:Happy Birthday! You are truly a amazing person, I wish you nothing but the best! I wont keep you with some long message or anything. good luck for an all new chapter in your life and continue to inspire us!I hope your birthday brings nothing but good things.

the small reunion

hari ini gw bolos kuliah.

yay!!

lho kok happy??
padahal bisa dibilang ini salah satu mata kuliah favorit gw [god,,can't believe i just said that.,it's not because the lecturer got his master degree from US which i'm sure u know that i'm a bit obsess with anything comes from that country, but the course alone (auditing) really makes my mind curious with the knowledge it self, makes me asking for more and more..]. well,,sometimes favorites things can be boring too.haha..that's why i need a break. and the strange thing is, nyokap gw bahkan merestui tindakan ilegal ini, dengan penjelasan bahwa absen gw yang masih kosong tentunya sangat sayang jika dibiarkan hilang begitu saja, haha,she's the coolest mom in town, isn't she?!?

yaudah, sekalian nganterin nyokap, pelarian paling oke adalah ke sency, kebetulan si ayu ngajakin nonton twilight, berhubung dari kampus dia itu tinggal jalan doank, akhirnya sency dipilih sebagai tempat paling tepat, dateng ke sency sekitar jam setengah dua belas, pas diliat dari tempat duduk yang udah di taken ternyata masih sedikit, ya bagus lah,,ahah,,mau sok-sok-an private gitu, ywda akhirnya jalan-jalan dulu sekalian bertukar kabar terbaru, dia begini, gw begitu, ketawa-tawa ndak jelas, sambil sesekali ada segeromolan anak SMU lewat sambil ngobrol-ngobrol soal nilainya "eh tadi nila sosiologi lo ancur,,udah gw liatin" salah seorang temannya bilang, terus yang satunya nyaut"wahh,,remed donk gw". haha..i'm kinda miss that thing, trus gw cuma bisa cekikian sama ayu, mengingat kalo kita pernah ada di posisi mereka, mungkin 3 tahun kedepan, anak-anak ini akan berganti posisi kayak gw dan ayu, mengetawai kecerobohan kita masing-masing, dan pas anak-anak ini semuruan ma gw sekarang, berati gw udah kayak apa ya??terus lewat ibu-ibu mudah sambil dorong troly baby diikuti dua orang babysitter sembari menelpon suaminya "iya ini mama sama tasya udah nyampe, ntar kalo udah nympe surabaya, telpon ya pah",,trus gw ma ayu liat-liat-an,,kayak bisa ngebaca pikiran masing-masing,,,

"what??are you thinking what i'm thinking??"
"haahhahhaa..ho-oh,,kayaknya"
"hahahah..geblek!!itu mah elo yu!!"
"halah,,,kayak lo nggak aja.."
yang ada langsung ketawa ngakak abis-abisan,

dan ternyata,pas udah nympe studio 1,,itu udah hampir penuh aja satu bioskop, dan kebanyakan yang nonton pada anak SMA, pas gw jalan menuju tempat duduk gw, kedengeran sayup-sayup,,"arghh,,ga sabar pengen nonotn edward!!lo tau ga dia itu.."trus dilanjutin sama temennya "haa??masa sih??setau gw..."..gw yang denger cuma bisa maklum, anak SMA gitu!i've been there but not that heboh!!sebagai kaum minoritas di studio itu, gw bisa maklum kok,,dan kalo lo pikir itu udah termasuk parah,,wait until i finish my story..

beberapa menit film diputer,,gw udah nyangka tiap kali ada adegan edward nya, pasti tu anak-anak heboh dengan sendirinya, tapi puncak hebohnya adalah pas adegan si edward keluar dari mobil dengan menggunakan kaca mata hitam itu,,,kompak satu studio berseru "ooowww,,,,"dengan nada suara yak sok di-imut-imut-kan. dan ya,,itu satu studio!!!gw sama ayu cuma bisa menertawakan kehebohan mereka, dan sampe sekarang gw blom bisa lupa ekspresi anak cewek disebelah gw pas dia ngeliat edward di adegan itu, dengan mata berbinar-binar, mulut sedikit terperanga, tangannya mendekap di dada, dia seakan takjub ngeliat si robert. hahhaa..tuh kan gw ketawa lagi.......*sumpah gw ngetik sambil ketawa-tawa*

oia, belom lagi pas edward ngucapin beberapa dialog seperti..
"i'll do whatever it takes to make u save again"

nah,,,kejadian "owww..."itu terulang kembali..dengan kadar heboh yang lebih tinggi, apalagi pas dia memuji bella yang mau ke prom dengan bilang "u r perfect"
yak,,satu STUDIO tersihir,,,LAGI!!
ada yang bilang "owww.."
atau
"oh MY GOD"
dan gw denger ada yang bilang "he's mine"
pas gw nengok,,
jleb!?!?!
yang ngomong itu cowok bo'!!
hahha..

she's the girl from 10.000 BC, remember?
katanya sih mereka dating,tau bener apa nggak!
take a look at rob's finger!haha,,is that why they look so happy??
i like her boots, btw!
the rest of the photos, u can find here

dan gw nungguin lagunya paramore yang decode kok kayaknya ga ada di filmnya ya?apa gw yang kelewatan??padahal rencananya mo nonton ulang kan pengen denger lagu itu.yaudahlah,,terus pas slese nonton, ngobrol bentar ma ayu, bernostalgia lebih tepatnya, bertukar kabar, inget-inget jaman SMA dulu, saat-saat dimana hidup udah ga ada beban, kesekolah kerjaannya kalo ga main ya ngobrol, belajar sih, tapi ya gitu,,cuma sekenanya aja, haha,,ga usah ribet ngurusin masa depan, karir, dan lain-lainnya,,tapi tetep ada bitter ada sweet nya juga kok, namanya juga high school,,kebanyakan haha-hihi nya. ini baru ketemu satu makhluk dari masa lalu aja, senengnya udah sebegini, apalagi kalo diadain reunian ya, kadar stress gw bisa ilang dengan cepat nih kayaknya, haha..at the end, high school gives me nothing but the blues. But it's a beautifully strange kind of blues. And I'm happy that we've passed through it safely. Cuz in the present day, we'll all just look back to those years and laugh, remembering how naive we were back then.




-P.U.T.R.I-

masih tentang edward kok..^_^

arghhh,,,sialllannnnnn!!!!

berniat nyangin cita buat nyari fotonya edward, eh malah terdampar di blog ini..
awalnya ga ada niatan baca, eh malah keterusan dan yang ada dia malah ngebahas 4 buku stephenie meyer, berikut endingnya!!!!!

bagosss!!!!
sumpah gw kesel banget!!!
ga pake boong!!

ywda drpd gw sendirian yang tau, mending gw kasih tauin aja disini..

intinya..

edward-bella-NIKAH-punya-anak-namanya-Renesmee[setengah manusia, setangah vampir].

dan ya, bella akhirnya jadi vampir!!!


hahahhaha[evil laugh!!]

mereka mirip ya disini, btw mengingatkan kita akan salah satu filmnya dian sastro ga sih??
jadi, ini siapa yang ngikutin siapa ya??

sekian.terimakasih.




-P.U.T.R.I-

bcos he's the guy that makes you want to punch a Werewolf right in the face.

owkayy,,setelah lama ga bersentuhan dengan dunia perbloggan, gw jadi bingung mo crita dari mana, tangan jadi kelu sendiri mo ngetik, dari tadi salah-salah mulu mencet hurufnya..jadi bingung aja mo ngerangkai kata supaya jadi kalimat yang ciamik dan enak dibaca dan dimengerti, segitu repotnya kah menulis blog??hehe. bagi gw. iya.

belakangan ini gw lagi terkena demam novel stephenie meyer yang fenomenal itu, sumpah gw kaget bisa sampe sesuka itu sama novel ini. dan sungguh bukan waktu yang tepat membeli twilight disaat uts.haha.beneran deh. yang ada perang batin mulu, antara belajar audit atau nerusin baca kisahnya si vampir ganteng, yang mana banyak dimenangkan oleh si twilight itu, ini pertama kalinya gw penasaran banget sama jalan cerita suatu novel sejak baca harry potter, padahal dulu pas khatam harry potter yang ketujuh [apa judulnya??gw kok lupa ya. ya pokoknya itu lah, yang gw inget si harry namain anaknya albus severus. gw jadi mikir lagi, apa si J.K Rowling lagi kena demam tinggi secara mendadak sehingga mematikan sisi kreatifitasannya dengan memberi nama anak si harry, albus severus?? what the hell she was thinking??] gw masih ragu untuk nemuin novel fiksi yang seimaginatif itu.sampe akhirnya takdir mempertemukan gw dan edward.lho kok??[wkakak,,ngarep!]

dan gw pun kaget pas banyak orang tersihir sama tokoh yang diciptakan meyer dalam novelnya, si edward cullen. dan akhirnya, robbert pattison didaulat bermain menjadi si vampir itu dan publik pun protes "ah cakepan di novel". gw bingung sendiri, emang di novel ada gambarnya gitu?kok ampe bisa bilang kalo cakepan di novel??
dan ternyata setelah gw baca bukunya, mann,,,si edward ini memang jauhhhh lebih ganteng di novel, meyer bener-bener canggih menggambarkan sosok edward berikut dengan atribute-atribute kesempurnanannya. muka bak porselen, suaranya yang merdu dan tatanan rambutnya yang sempurna, he is so vivid.ah gilak, i wish i could write like her!

kemudian, filmnya pun keluar.
iya gw udah nonton.sabtu kemaren. segitu penasarannyakah gw?iya.
bagi yang pengen cuci mata?gw sarankan nonton. [ada edward soalnya]
bagi yang mencari ketenangan hati dan mensucikan jiwa? gw sarankan nonton [ada edward soalnya]
bagi yang pengen ngeliat bukti nyata kuasa Tuhan atas ciptaanNya?gw sarankan nonton [again. karena edward juga]

gw juga bingung apa yang terjadi sama diri gw, bahkan terkadang imaginasi tergila gw kepengen punya pacar vampir, kenapa?you sure, you wanna know why?owkey,,let me tell you why i adore edward, my becoming-future-exboyfriend.

because he drives like a maniac.
because his hair could give McDreamy a run for his money.
because you have to remind yourself to breathe around him.
because sometimes it's nice to know someone who can lift a van off of you.
because even after being alive for well over 100 years, he still has a sense of humor.
he's the ultimate bad boy without being bad.
because he's a 'vegetarian'. (We all know vegetarians are sexy).
because he won't check out other girls.
because his family is the best too.
because he'll buy you mushroom ravioli, and ignore the pretty waitress who brings it.
because he actually READS good books.
because he's a lion that fell in love with a lamb.

nggak, itu bukan gw yang ngarang, gw ambil dari sini, itu sebagian yang bikin gw ketawa aja bacanya dan gw pkir lucu buat dipampang do blog.hehe.

mau tau scene favorit gw di film twilight? [bagi yang udah denger, mohon maklum, gw lagi exited!], pas edward keluar dari mobil [argh, dia mobilgenic sejati!] dengan menggunakan jaket plus kaca mata hitam yang kontras dengan warna kulitnya yang putih pucat dan rambutnya yang bewarna tembaga dengan sempurna diurai kebelakang disertai dengan senyuman yang pastinya mampu meluluhlantahkan jutaan hati kaum hawa, yak di saat itulah gw kayak kena serangan jantung dadakan. i'm melting!

[ebby!!!you're gonna love this scene!!]

gw gak tau ini kebetulan apa gimana, di pertengahan film gw kaget,pas adegan the cullens main baseball tiba-tiba ada intro supermassive blackholenya MUSE, lha,,,gw bingung,,tapi cukup cocok kok, dan gw baru tau kalo stephenie meyer, juga merupakan fansnya MUSE,dia bilang gini..

Dan akhirnya, terimakasih kepada para musisi berbakat yang menginspirasiku, terutama muse--ada emosi, adegan, dan jalinan plot dalam novel ini yang terlahir dari lagu-lagu muse dan tidak mungkin ada tanpa kegeniusan mereka.

Stephenie Meyer, New Moon

wahahhaa,,,matthew bellamy??he's insanely genius!!!

hehe.trus filmnya bagus ga put?
waduh,kalo diliat dari pendapat gw mungkin agak terkesan subjektif ya, terlepas memang filmnya sendiri cukup merepresent keseluruhan isi novel, tapi bukan tergolong film yang mengecewakan kok. selama gw masih bisa ngomongin itu film pas gw keluar dari bioskop dan beberapa adegan masih nempel di otak dan gw masih betah ngomongin how great the movie was, mungkin gw akan bilang itu film bagus. jangan mengharap ulasan detail bak resensi film sungguhan yang menilai film dari semua aspek.gw ga sedetail itu kayaknya. maklum, gw ini penikmat, bukan pengamat.hehe.

tapi gw harap bagi yang sudah baca bukunya dan mau nonton filmnya, pesen gw cuma satu, just don't get your hopes too high. karena kalo dibanding-bandingin sama di buku, pasti menang buku. kalo katanya raditya dika, namanya juga adaptasi bukan adopsi, jadi pasti ada beberapa yang berbeda. setiap orang yang udah baca bukunya pasti punya imaginasi masing-masing, gimana tingkah edward, gimana bentuk rumahnya the cullens, dan lain sebagainya, nah masalahnya imaginasi tiap orang itu beda-beda, dan ketika mereka melihat filmnya ga sesuai dengan ekspekatsi mereka, then, they're disappointed!makanya gw wanti-wanti supaya hal ini ga kejadian, gw udah baca bukunya tapi masih bisa enjoy kok, jadi gw harap, lo juga bisa. ga usah ribut banding-bandingin yang udah pasti ada bedanya, just watch. end anjoy!

hmpf,,,,i know,,i know,,

-P.U.T.R.I-