a-comeback-posting

wohoo,,,i'm back!
it's good to be back, isn't it?
a lot to tell lately, but don't worry i'll let you know the details.
it's been one hell of a week. midterm period really take my time , and [like always] i committed to do better and stuff, torturing my self with caffeine and forcing my brain to receive tons of study material and suddenly i didn't have much time to sleep or just catch up with my sisters. simply because I'm physically exhausted. it's really not a healthiest way to spend a week, isn't it? but then again, double major [accounting and information system] isn't exactly the healthiest way to spend your four years [oopss,,,five years] either.

like you all know, every time you want to do a good thing there always obstruction to go there. take me for example, like the night when i supposed to learning accounting theory, i just couldn't resist my self to not watching vantage point until 1 am. good movie, that's all i have to say, very twisted at the end. owkay, and the last 3 days, i just woke up when clock reads around 3-4am. completely sober! i dont know it' s a good thing or not. but found myself awake at almost dawn is something i never did before. And if i'm not mistaken, about 3 or 4 days ago, i just completely lost track of time, me and my sis even argued about what day was it, i said "it's wednesday, isn't it?", she answered "no, it's thursday". i was going "r u sure?really sure today it's thursday". she replied "of course!!i got exam today, so do you!!".and she told me to focus on driving with unbelievable-look on her face. and at the noon, i breached red light 3 times. yes, it's also something i never did before. i'm a good driver for god's sake!and accidentally ,a good friend of mine, driving right behind me when i breached red light, then she right away sent me sms after those unwanted incident, it said "put, klo lampu merah berenti donk". and you know what, i didn't even notice, that it was red, not until she sent me the sms!!no kidding!!

owkayy,,it's just me acting beyond weird or my temporary insanity already expand to the new level?

well,,i just hopes these stress-induced episodes are not indications that i might be predisposed to some psychological problem..ga akan separah itu kayaknya sih..being sane is something to be thankful for lho.which is remind me that there always something good u can get from severe-devastated -heartbreaking circumstances . like when i'm in the middle of the never ending chaotic situation caused by [again] midterm period, a short message coming right through my 'lovely' cellphone. a very simple message from a very simple person. and surprisingly it can recharge my mood, pumping my energy, and refresh my mind.

to be frank,

i really don't know since when did "semangat put!!" become my two favorite words.
^_^

who knew, one simple sms could be soo therapeutic?




-P.U.T.R.I-